Long Gone

Bonjour all,

When was the last time you hear from me? Gomennasai :/

For the past two months, I was packed with all normal everyday happenings, classes in Uni, music lessons, teaching classes, sports and performances. Do you think those are the only things I do? Of course not, I spent time to build my personality too :P

Foundation Studies are over now and Bachelor of Science/Biotechnology is my next step. Results for Foundation Studies was not I aimed for, so I have to work harder now (meaning to say you will seldom see me here, again..) oppssyyy, this is just the first week, so we are still relaxing (so I am still here).

During the one month holiday break, I decided to do a collection. Let's play some guessing games here. Guess what type of collections I do?

Option A : Music CDs
Option B : High Heels
Option C : Wrapping Papers
Option D : Music books
Option E : Nail colors

p/s: No gift will be awarded to those who guessed
correctly, just trying to have some fun with ya all :P

Happy - Learnt major happenings in life. Found many new things and new ways to deal with things.

Sad - I kept two dwarf hamsters, but one lived for less than two weeks, the other slightly longer than a month. May Hamsterin and Oxnard rest in peace. I will never try to keep pets anymore, pity them, huhu.

Emo - Family

Stresses - Music and studies

Excited - Books and lab activities awaiting ahead of me in this course. We actually have our very own lab coat, wuhooo, I sound childish, lolx! And and and TI-83+!!!

Hopes and Wishes - I joined Ballroom dance lessons. For...fun! It is FUN!!! Hope I can be a better dancer. Better girl better person, grow musically and emotionally too.

Creativity - Tried ways to beautify my own room :) It turned out quite impressive, to me though. But, of course, I only need to please myself, coz it's my room, hooray.

Look - Lost a little bit of weight, hoping to get healthier physically as well as mentally. Wanna see me?


Tadaaaaa

Business - $$$ kekeke..

Skills - Performance skills are all I talk about. Both in piano and viola playing, there are so many things to learn.


Tata~

Melodious Life

26th April '09 (SUN)

Attended a Sarawak ROCK Party

A new experience. (to the ears hekhek)

But congratulations to Swing Habitz, Season & William whom I know. They were the spotlight of the day I can

say.

Read this little story if you can :)


30th April '09 (THURS)

Recording of Sarawak's Anthem, Ibu Pertiwiku, with the Sarawak Symphonic Orchestra at RTM. A fun

experience, but just a usual session of practice with the team.

Being in an orchestra is like being in a football team. ~Marcus Leong (2009)

2nd May '09 (SAT)

Electrifying TRIO


I haven't attend this, so I am not sure how is it like. But I've heard them practicing in school (IMH). It

was...hhmmm, how should I put this into words? HHHmmmmm...it was a.w.e.s.o.m.e!


11th May '09 (MON)

SONS next performance, a state dinner for the VIPs (again=.=) at DUN.

sorry, no photos available.


23rd May '09 (SAT)

ER '09
(EASTER RALLY)

This is B.I.G.

I do not know what to write

I I I...feel new and a lil strange to blogging after a complete no-updates for two weeks. I did not update, and did not pay visits to friends' blogs too. I don't even know what to put as my title :(

How exactly to write a post? I have no idea what I should write on. Maybe I should just blabber abit about my life now.

The usual everyday routine for me is to wake up around 6-7am, eat my supplements, sometimes I head off to the gym, sometimes when I have early classes, I got myself ready then Swinburne here I come. Then, there I will be for the whole day, until the least is 7pm, or if I have night class, I only reach home around 9pm. That's also for Thursday only, I don't even have a lunch break for my meal, because when I am supposed to be having my lunch, I am to attend viola lessons. Do not pity me, hehe, I feel great being able to attend music lessons, lalala. During weekends, I have orchestra practices and some teachings AND piano lessons. WEeeeeeeee...!!!

For the past two weeks, we foundation students were all busy with our report-writing and speech-giving assignments. Today, we had just had our Engineering Maths small test. But, it was quite a 'scary' test. This coming week onwards, we will be busy with another group report and more exams.

Two weeks ago, there was a Blood Donation Campaign held in Swinburne, I was there, but but...I did not get the chance to donate my precious O blood, felt disappointed with myself. Then, from that day onwards, I do not know why, I feel like I am the one who need blood from other people.Not only that, I am to eat Alpha Lipid-Lifeline (milk-powdered drink). But it tastes nice lah, no complain, for my health at this price my mummy pays, I should appreciate. For more info about this product, please kindly click HERE BUT BUT, can I complain about something?? WHy mosquitoes always bite me?? And why pimples keep popping on my face?? grrrr...

Our friends who went for Matriculation sometime same time when I entered Swinburne, have come back. They are cool with their life now. Going to meet them one by one when I have time, so, there will be posts about our activities, more new posts lahh I promise Palia!! ish...teeheeeheee.. TOMORROW, we are going to a Rock Concert, hope it will be fun sans vous :)

Current feelings :

Sometimes triste sometimes heureux, but most of the time heureux 'coz I learned to appreciate every little things I own. At times when I'm triste, (ee, just remembered I played a song called Triste Cour by Richard Clayderman before, now I know what the term means), mostly there will be cure for me, c'est vous qui me rendent triste &
c'est vous qui me rendent heureux, c'est vous qui compte pour moi & touche-moi.

Errr...schläfrig too, panda eyes...

Sometimes I'm müde..

But, Ich liebe dich, bin immer noch gerne die meiste Zeit. Danke!

What's coming up :

Recording of Sarawak Anthem with Sarawak Symphonic Orchestra

Mum's birthday

Mothers' Day

p/s: Any idea what to do for our mums? ^^

My Now

I love Science and it pains me
to think that so many are terrified
of the subject or feel that choosing
Science means you cannot also choose
compassion, or the arts,
or be awed by nature.
Science is not meant to cure us of mystery,
but to reinvent and reinvigorate it.
~ Robert Sapolsky, Why Zebras Don't Get Ulcers, p. xii

P/s : I am most attracted to the title of the book or article, WHY ZABRAS DON'T GET ULCERS, funny isn't it?

Snacks-Snakes-Slurrppp!!

Emptied, yum yum..


The attached pictures show that MeiMei has been eating a lot lately.
Those who are close to her will know the reason when she cannot stop eating.
Those who do not know, it's ok it's ok. We're just not 'close', we are 'open'. :P

For my record : I exercised (workout at the gym/playing badminton) for 13 days out of 31 days in March.
There's going to be more in April.

Many things happened in Uni for the past two weeks.
Met old friends and made new friends too.
Even in computer lab, the CPU on my desk toppled out of a sudden, when everyone started looking towards my direction, it wasn't me, daddy!!! It was Jimmy.. lala

On April fool's day, we had night class.
There were two werewolves named Jim & Cla, on the street, trying to scare me, duhh..
I didn't got fooled.

Bjorn & I are able to communicate even better now. Felicitaz!!
Je'taime


This picture speaks a thousand words.

6hrs-5hrs-4hrs

I viewed sun rise on a hill top yesterday.

...and they say, life is measured by experiences but not your belongings.

Yum Yum

Been Eating A Lot

Date : 14th March
Venue : Sunday Market
Name : Putu Mayong


Date : 18th March
Venue : Pizza Hut
Name : Hawaiian Pizza

Date : 21st March
Venue : Bombay :whatwhat:
Name : Thosai

Date : 22nd March
Venue : Home
Name : Nasi Briyani

And...
Exercising Quite A Lot too Because..
I Have A Theory

:P

The Perfect Killer Has No Friends - Only Targets

Read the synopsis for some books.
When all seems to be so true,
I know,
Something must have happened that the authors penned them into a story.


I've asked "Are you okay" to MANY for the past few days,
Maybe I'm not suitable to ask at all.


Waking up in the middle of the nights,
Knowing I should go back to sleep,
But, what keeps me laying awake?
Maybe it's the nerves,
They are killing me silently.

He said my nerves are getting too sensitive lately,
He asked, "Ahh, are you very stress?"
I have no idea,
I exercised,
Warmly loved,
Having wonderful activities all the time.
So, he suggests more care on my diet.
M o r e tablets before & after meals. :(

Yesterday-Today-Tomorrow

*We are always here with you*

*They match each other, don't they?*

*They are similar, but why do they act differently?*

Songs For You, Truths For Me

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now. ~All the time~ I don't watch TV these days. I own lots of books. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.-used to- I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. ~Sometimes wad~ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really,really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way I look. ~arrr, so so lah, slimmer abit better~ I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. ~Alot? Quite alot sometimes, trying to be honest here ;P~ I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. ~Watcha think? Yes eh?~ I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop then eat. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. ~This is true, I have NO idea~ I want to have children in the future. ~It all depends right?~ I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. I have dated a close friends's ex. I am happy at this moment!! I'm obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. ~MOSTOFTHETIMEDOESNTMEANEVERYTIME~ I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car. I love my job. I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever i can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausage. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing. ~@.@~ I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. ~Can...I guess, anyone who can't?~ I can't whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. ~Yeah, sounds scary, that's what my parents told me. Few years back then I talked in my dream, I even cried. Who made me like this eh?~ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. ~YES!! This is me~ Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. ~Used to, I lost it now :'(~ I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better. I'm an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. ~LIKE wad, nothing wrong, Jes I like you! Muahaha~ I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie.

I was supposed to post this last night, but I was too...er..er..blur, so I just add summore for today + last night's.

~Last Night's~
Back from orchestra practice, too tense that my teeth ache!! woott..I think there's something wrong with my viola, the tone's terrible. :'(
One week has just passed, it's so fast!! Had quite a few social activities, had fun. :) I feel tired, even now I'm so blur, I actually don't know what am I writing about. So, I stop here...
Nope!! Not yet.. I found a quotation just now, it reads :'I'm not happy until you're not happy', it sounds...evil isn't it? I want to make my own version here, 'I'm not happy until you're happy'. Tadaaaa.. okie, off I go...

~Today's~
Teach -> Lunch at Grandma's -> Shopping ( bought it! Yayy ) -> Dinner
Whoah tired you know?
But, mostly eat eat eat, today so grrr..E A T
Happy International Women's Day ;)
This year's theme : Women & Men united to End Violence Against Women & GIRLS!

Another Picture of my girl. Wahh, she's so c.u.t.e.
Dy, I don't care their parents sue me lalala

The World Revolves Around ME!!

& & I colored these two haha
Too bored two students per hour, damn bored!!



These are nice songs for ya :
Runaway Train
Definitely Maybe
High
Broken Strings

Garlaikots

For the past two days, I slept so early and woke up very early too. I felt hardworking, with parents away from home, I can feel I've grown up to handle the responsibilities of taking care of everything, well, not everything, most of the things. Yeap! Handle cash too? Erm, don't really know how to deal with them, once I've got cash with me, they will be spent, on something I fancy, I never save them, haha.. Money money bling bling..

Whoah, this morning, I woke up with the sun smiling to greet me, just a minute before this, when I looked out to the window, everything's dark. Windy and raining, the feeling? Don't know, I love to look at the rain, but I don't like the sound of the rain landing and making crackling noises on top of me. Sometimes when it rains in the middle of the night, when I'm already fast asleep, it wakes me! I have terrible fright over the sound. Sad isn't it?

I want to be able to plan things ahead for this year. I must sit for both Diplomas for my music courses and also an external exam for viola. Save money for tour to Europe. I have to make sure my studies in Swinny, my exams and the tour do not clash. Really hard to do so. Everything seems to happen around the same season. Ughhh..

Am quitting Saturday morning's classes, at last, but I suddenly feel like missing them after I quit. The pictures are blur, very blur but their actions were so cute, total cuteness!!! Because they arrived earlier than the others, I asked them to pose like men, buddies, hands over shoulders, they were like, too shy or whatever, soooo cute!! Hmmm..I know I'm crazy over here..

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

Take 4

I guess they are familiar to you too if you've been to my blog since last time, I posted them here before too, haah..I'm NOT a stalker kay? jk ;P He gave me a sweet seeing me cough cough, lolx!!
CUTE + CARING = SWEET..Bjorn, don't be jealous..

I'm slowly bringing myself back to life after the long rest. I must work harder to gain stamina in me. Phewww..Wish me luck..

It's BeautifuL

Yesterday...Was not great, not even good..
So, no nothing about yesterday lah..

I woke up super early today..
The first to be ready, so play piano, the long long time I didn't touch songs, I dig out..
Wonder if I disturbed my neighbors, if yes, good, if no, better ;)

At last I go out out away from the house..
After long I've been staying and sleeping in the house, my room particularly, at last..wuhooo...
I felt better wad, so I went shopping with mummy straight after I finished the class..
Drove almost to the entire Kuching TOWN..
Walked in high heels till my toes ache, ouchhh! (never ever try to shop in heels again, bu hu hu)
Bought nothing lah, but spotted a... a...am not gonna reveal it here :P
Then went to Green Gallery while waiting for bro's break dance class to finish..
It's like Heaven on Earth, the place is so Beautiful..
Wanted so many things from there, but I didn't spend a penny just now, good girl me..

Ou yaa!!
I realized I LOVE to color!!
And I even like, hope that my students do not want to color that, so I will have the chance, kekeke..opppsyy!!
So childish and funny haa?

I want the Korea made violin!! want it want it..it's mine soon..nyehehehe..
ohkaayy, dot dot dot...
I'm damn bored here..

*Cough Cough*
Coughing more now than this morning..la la la la laaaa..

3 more weeks to end this holiday..
I don't know I want it to be longer or shorter..
Don't ask, don't ask..



Do you know, that every day's the first of the rest of your life?

F r e E + P a c k E d + T i r e D

Went for lunch at somewhere unique and s.c.a.r.y.
Why scary? The..the...the...cats kept on 'attacking me'..


Now, let's get some history of the place I visited on the 23rd Dec that is The Orchid Cafe.
I went with the others, dried daddy, dried sis, dried sis-in-law & an outsider, oppssyyy, a 'carnivore', eee..

See me? Catch me!

It was recommended in the papers..




Orchid Garden of course got many plants..Dried daddy explained and described to me the names of plants, but, forgive me, I can't remember any of them, 'coz he said them in Mandarin. :'(

Oh, and food too.

Later in the afternoon, after hunting for nothing but something got hunted at The Spring, three of us
B-A-K-E-D!!

Doing it with ღ

Playing with choc?

Why didn't I post on the cookies we baked? er..er...er....hehehehe


Ok, next!

I drove my ladies to The Spring again.
I actually went there twice within a day, how boring it is, and now, yes!! now, I prefer to stay back and blog while my parents go Spring, omg! They seldom go, it's ok.
Wuu, met 'some peeple' there last night and 'some people' claimed that I actually stalked him, buhu!!

Kenny Rogers' Chickie nice? Oh no!!


Our future teacher :)

Me & my leng lui partner of the night :P
We shared..Only close partners share >.< Ignore the fat, once in a while wad..

Played with PDI's clothes, comment comment, looks like clown rite?

Jing Jing da ge, he's not around Kuching at this time, kinda miss him, haih!


I baked these, and it's all for my friends and family..
People people, who received my cupcake and muffin, and also read my post,
please:
No.1, help me give names to my creations, I don't want to just name it Raisins Cupcakes, or Choco Muffins, something unique ya? (papa said, Rocky Cake, 'coz it's too hard, to him :'( )
No.2, comment comment on my creations too

No.3
Enjoy your xmas celebration people!!