Qu3sT!onsS Com!nG

I went out with a bunch of friends last night for movie, Iron Man. The movie was quite ok..But, I was not really concentrating, maybe it's because of my mood though. Buhuhu...Have I gone mad?? Maybe. The night went on quite 'crazily' ( I just laugh & smile at anything ), until the last moment before I went home, someone said something that MAKES(it's STILL) me feels so embarrassed, and it was totally nonsense!! Oh shit!!! Ridiculously, wrong. I felt soooooooo...down..Then I gone back home, & had to face my parents again, for going home late. It's not yet 12am...hhmm...I'm not allowed to go out at night anymore!! It's such a sad thing. I went upstairs, cried & cried & cried till I fell asleep. Woke up, to see me cry AGAIN. the whole morning I was alone at home, & cried & cried & cried AGAIN!! I'm gonna CRY till my EYES SOAR, & my 'tears pore' (don't know what is it called) got infections.



~ I felt sooooo DAMN :

WEIRD!!

DOWN!!!

SAD!!!

EMPTY!!!

BLUR!!!

and....anything else that is NEGATIVE!!! ~

I asked God, what's wrong with me? Why do I CRY every minute, every second? I can cry even if u just talk to me, or touch me. Why? Why? Why? I cry because of something sad? or of what I've done? or is it because of my friends are going far far away? or wat?? I don't know the reason.

Can Anyone understands me?? HELP!!


Okay, that's one thing...
& the other thing is...


A told me about something the other night.
A said that B hates me, that is why B never greets me unless...some other friends are around.
A was in love with B for quite sometime, & I was quite close with A, because A & my ex were close friends. A always say that B is his gf, & B always denies it, whenever people asked about it. B says, NO!!!
But, A says that B hates me & said that I always pretend to be weak & gets sympathy from friends & guyz..
So, is it really true? those who know me in person? Do I really pretend to be weak & gets sympathy from you guyz?
Or, is it that B is jealous 'coz I'm close with A?
Or, I shall not listen to what A says. A just wanna cheat me.
p/s : A is not a good person, he SUCKZ!!!

A is a GUY, & B is a GIRL.
B was my good friend in primary school, lower form, we were quite ok, only upper form, I heard from many people that she has changed and she don't like me....hhmmm...

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

M!sSinG You

I am tired,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little ink drops,
And posting it.
of thinking about you,
first thing when I wake up in the morning,
& also last thing before I sleep.
Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,
if I knew you were missing me too.

I Don't know you well,
& you don't know me well either.
But, why is it that your face,
your name,
your smile,
your voice,
keep popping up in my head?

I am ELMO!!!! What are you then??

Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results.

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)

2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)

5. What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)

7. What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)

8. What is your favorite holiday ?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain(5 pts)
c) Las Vegas(1 pt)
d) Hawaii(4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)

(10-16 points) You are Garfield:
You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you or others.

(17-23 points) You are Snoopy:
You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you ' re never out of style, y you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times

(24-28 points) You are Elmo:
You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.

(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.

(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown:
You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

(44-50 points ) You are Dexter:
You are smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!

TELL ME WHAT ARE YOU!!!!

Why SaL3?? Don'T C@r3!!! Just........SHOP!!!!!

So lazy to write anything long...

Sim Yi Sim Yi!!!! yes!!! I didn't buy this lar, it's just too nice to resist!!

BBF!!!

Lychee Cream, Mango Cream (DON'T TRY THIS!!! Tasted like ANTIBIOTIC) & Vanilla watt...dno the full name, hehe

Bought these 2, mummy bought SIX shirts!!! crazy??

Love this pic!!! It's as if I dyed my hair...lolx!! yea yea, i went for hair cut lar...
p/s : mama says, it looks the same, seems like I don't go for a hair cut at all...:'(

This is my new student, Rachel, okok lar...nth much!! I just like the bag!!!!!
Muahaha!!!, at the back, Audrey, starring..Shocked i guess, hahah!!!!

ThE 1st Day of MAY

~ Blu3bErry BreakfasT ~

My BLUEBERRY CAKE. I made this, for MUMMY !!! Believe it or not?? Just believe it!!!
It's quite a failure, the chiffon cake sinked :'(
But, it's ok la, the second time I'm baking a whole cake. =)
It's better than my Yogurt Cake right?? Heheh


YES!!!! Today's my mummy's birthday!! The 1st of MAY. She's 53 now. Everyone in the whole wide world is helping her to celebrate it, cool hah?! Haha!! So lucky her, but, my grandma kesian lo. Everyone resting and playing on the day, she still need to give birth, the most painful & happy 'process'.


I wish mummy & everyone whose birthday falls on the 1st of MAY, a very very very happy birthday & SMILE!! LAUGH!!! & do what you want to do, just go crazy on this special day, no one will say anything about it=P



~ Mdm Tang's LUNCH ~

Nasi Lemak Special?? Nothing special lah..

~ THAI Dinn3r ~

PANDAN THAI DELIGHT

Deep Fried Crispy Chicken With Thai Chilli Sauce.

Petai with Glass Noodles, NICE oh

Grilled Lamb Thai North-East Style, the BEST!! Daddy says so=P


~ GREEN GALLERY - A MUST-GO SHOP ~

I went there after dinner, that was my third time visiting the shop. Great changes I noticed, since the last visit (quite long time ago:/), the shop is getting bigger & bigger, more interesting, they earned a lot hah??

Managed to shot few nice views:

She was 'teaching' lolx!!!! ADMIRING!!!

To MUM ~ My MUM is not just MY MUM

My mom isn't just a mom at all
She's also something else
My mom isn't so quiet or shy
But she's proud and doesn't care what others say about her

My mom is like a friend who I will never forget
My mom is always there
Whether I'm sad, happy, lonely, or angry
She's always there, ready to listen
My mom always give me advices to overcome any problems
She supports me in any way

My mom is like a genius to me
She may not be like genius of studies
But she's a genius of me
My mom knows what I think, what I will say, she knows everything about me
My mom knows what to do to make me calm down
My mom knows how to make me automatically happy
My mom knows what and how I feel
My mom knows what I need the most

My mom is like an angel God sent from Heaven
My mom is loud, weird, and crazy
But she understands me the most
My mom always help me to fix my mistakes
My mom always help me to reach my dreams
My mom always love me no matter what

My mom doesn't care if I am handicapped
My mom doesn't care if I'm missing a finger
She doesn't care
My mom loves me the way I am
My mom is like someone who I can't give up on
My mom is like... a daughter of God.