Waking up in Tears

Have you ever tried waking up in tears in the middle of the night? Something happened in my

dreams, they are not sweet, i have no energy to fight over them, they attacked me one after

another just like that. Even I've prayed for a good night sleep, they still come, continuously

over a week. What happened?

Words in a song

SOME phrases in Orianthi's According To You depict my feelings (i really mean SOME, which cover 5% of them all). I do find artists who play instruments in their own songs way professional than the others.

Well hello! Now that I've stopped blogging for long, I lost the sense and interest to write and read blogs. This post is here because I'm too bored. One more month to go till my new semester starts, phew. Till then Chinese New Year will end too. This year, I'm holding the responsibility to bake all cookies and cakes. Wish me luck. ;)

This morning, my aunt said the same thing I've heard many times before. Life's so miserable.

For You

Lonely the path you have chosen
A restless road, no turning back
One day you will find your light again
Don't you know
Don't let go be strong

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

Tout seul
Tu t'en iras tout seul
Cœur ouvert
A l'univers
Poursuis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N'attends pas
Que le jour
Se lève

Suis ton étoile
Va jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois, si tu crois, si tu crois
En toi

Suis ta lumière
N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fond de toi souviens-toi
Que je crois, que je crois, que je crois
En toi

Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I know that it's true

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

I believe I believe I believe in you
I believe in you

Long Gone

Bonjour all,

When was the last time you hear from me? Gomennasai :/

For the past two months, I was packed with all normal everyday happenings, classes in Uni, music lessons, teaching classes, sports and performances. Do you think those are the only things I do? Of course not, I spent time to build my personality too :P

Foundation Studies are over now and Bachelor of Science/Biotechnology is my next step. Results for Foundation Studies was not I aimed for, so I have to work harder now (meaning to say you will seldom see me here, again..) oppssyyy, this is just the first week, so we are still relaxing (so I am still here).

During the one month holiday break, I decided to do a collection. Let's play some guessing games here. Guess what type of collections I do?

Option A : Music CDs
Option B : High Heels
Option C : Wrapping Papers
Option D : Music books
Option E : Nail colors

p/s: No gift will be awarded to those who guessed
correctly, just trying to have some fun with ya all :P

Happy - Learnt major happenings in life. Found many new things and new ways to deal with things.

Sad - I kept two dwarf hamsters, but one lived for less than two weeks, the other slightly longer than a month. May Hamsterin and Oxnard rest in peace. I will never try to keep pets anymore, pity them, huhu.

Emo - Family

Stresses - Music and studies

Excited - Books and lab activities awaiting ahead of me in this course. We actually have our very own lab coat, wuhooo, I sound childish, lolx! And and and TI-83+!!!

Hopes and Wishes - I joined Ballroom dance lessons. For...fun! It is FUN!!! Hope I can be a better dancer. Better girl better person, grow musically and emotionally too.

Creativity - Tried ways to beautify my own room :) It turned out quite impressive, to me though. But, of course, I only need to please myself, coz it's my room, hooray.

Look - Lost a little bit of weight, hoping to get healthier physically as well as mentally. Wanna see me?


Tadaaaaa

Business - $$$ kekeke..

Skills - Performance skills are all I talk about. Both in piano and viola playing, there are so many things to learn.


Tata~

Melodious Life

26th April '09 (SUN)

Attended a Sarawak ROCK Party

A new experience. (to the ears hekhek)

But congratulations to Swing Habitz, Season & William whom I know. They were the spotlight of the day I can

say.

Read this little story if you can :)


30th April '09 (THURS)

Recording of Sarawak's Anthem, Ibu Pertiwiku, with the Sarawak Symphonic Orchestra at RTM. A fun

experience, but just a usual session of practice with the team.

Being in an orchestra is like being in a football team. ~Marcus Leong (2009)

2nd May '09 (SAT)

Electrifying TRIO


I haven't attend this, so I am not sure how is it like. But I've heard them practicing in school (IMH). It

was...hhmmm, how should I put this into words? HHHmmmmm...it was a.w.e.s.o.m.e!


11th May '09 (MON)

SONS next performance, a state dinner for the VIPs (again=.=) at DUN.

sorry, no photos available.


23rd May '09 (SAT)

ER '09
(EASTER RALLY)

This is B.I.G.

Skrøbelig

I'm Skrøbelig = Easily broken, shattered, or damaged; delicate; brittle; frail.

P/s : Please click on the ♥

♥ to listen to my music playlist on Imeem
I didn't realize since when the music player only plays a 30secs preview for all the songs here.

I do not know what to write

I I I...feel new and a lil strange to blogging after a complete no-updates for two weeks. I did not update, and did not pay visits to friends' blogs too. I don't even know what to put as my title :(

How exactly to write a post? I have no idea what I should write on. Maybe I should just blabber abit about my life now.

The usual everyday routine for me is to wake up around 6-7am, eat my supplements, sometimes I head off to the gym, sometimes when I have early classes, I got myself ready then Swinburne here I come. Then, there I will be for the whole day, until the least is 7pm, or if I have night class, I only reach home around 9pm. That's also for Thursday only, I don't even have a lunch break for my meal, because when I am supposed to be having my lunch, I am to attend viola lessons. Do not pity me, hehe, I feel great being able to attend music lessons, lalala. During weekends, I have orchestra practices and some teachings AND piano lessons. WEeeeeeeee...!!!

For the past two weeks, we foundation students were all busy with our report-writing and speech-giving assignments. Today, we had just had our Engineering Maths small test. But, it was quite a 'scary' test. This coming week onwards, we will be busy with another group report and more exams.

Two weeks ago, there was a Blood Donation Campaign held in Swinburne, I was there, but but...I did not get the chance to donate my precious O blood, felt disappointed with myself. Then, from that day onwards, I do not know why, I feel like I am the one who need blood from other people.Not only that, I am to eat Alpha Lipid-Lifeline (milk-powdered drink). But it tastes nice lah, no complain, for my health at this price my mummy pays, I should appreciate. For more info about this product, please kindly click HERE BUT BUT, can I complain about something?? WHy mosquitoes always bite me?? And why pimples keep popping on my face?? grrrr...

Our friends who went for Matriculation sometime same time when I entered Swinburne, have come back. They are cool with their life now. Going to meet them one by one when I have time, so, there will be posts about our activities, more new posts lahh I promise Palia!! ish...teeheeeheee.. TOMORROW, we are going to a Rock Concert, hope it will be fun sans vous :)

Current feelings :

Sometimes triste sometimes heureux, but most of the time heureux 'coz I learned to appreciate every little things I own. At times when I'm triste, (ee, just remembered I played a song called Triste Cour by Richard Clayderman before, now I know what the term means), mostly there will be cure for me, c'est vous qui me rendent triste &
c'est vous qui me rendent heureux, c'est vous qui compte pour moi & touche-moi.

Errr...schläfrig too, panda eyes...

Sometimes I'm müde..

But, Ich liebe dich, bin immer noch gerne die meiste Zeit. Danke!

What's coming up :

Recording of Sarawak Anthem with Sarawak Symphonic Orchestra

Mum's birthday

Mothers' Day

p/s: Any idea what to do for our mums? ^^