Words in a song

SOME phrases in Orianthi's According To You depict my feelings (i really mean SOME, which cover 5% of them all). I do find artists who play instruments in their own songs way professional than the others.

Well hello! Now that I've stopped blogging for long, I lost the sense and interest to write and read blogs. This post is here because I'm too bored. One more month to go till my new semester starts, phew. Till then Chinese New Year will end too. This year, I'm holding the responsibility to bake all cookies and cakes. Wish me luck. ;)

This morning, my aunt said the same thing I've heard many times before. Life's so miserable.

Long Gone

Bonjour all,

When was the last time you hear from me? Gomennasai :/

For the past two months, I was packed with all normal everyday happenings, classes in Uni, music lessons, teaching classes, sports and performances. Do you think those are the only things I do? Of course not, I spent time to build my personality too :P

Foundation Studies are over now and Bachelor of Science/Biotechnology is my next step. Results for Foundation Studies was not I aimed for, so I have to work harder now (meaning to say you will seldom see me here, again..) oppssyyy, this is just the first week, so we are still relaxing (so I am still here).

During the one month holiday break, I decided to do a collection. Let's play some guessing games here. Guess what type of collections I do?

Option A : Music CDs
Option B : High Heels
Option C : Wrapping Papers
Option D : Music books
Option E : Nail colors

p/s: No gift will be awarded to those who guessed
correctly, just trying to have some fun with ya all :P

Happy - Learnt major happenings in life. Found many new things and new ways to deal with things.

Sad - I kept two dwarf hamsters, but one lived for less than two weeks, the other slightly longer than a month. May Hamsterin and Oxnard rest in peace. I will never try to keep pets anymore, pity them, huhu.

Emo - Family

Stresses - Music and studies

Excited - Books and lab activities awaiting ahead of me in this course. We actually have our very own lab coat, wuhooo, I sound childish, lolx! And and and TI-83+!!!

Hopes and Wishes - I joined Ballroom dance lessons. For...fun! It is FUN!!! Hope I can be a better dancer. Better girl better person, grow musically and emotionally too.

Creativity - Tried ways to beautify my own room :) It turned out quite impressive, to me though. But, of course, I only need to please myself, coz it's my room, hooray.

Look - Lost a little bit of weight, hoping to get healthier physically as well as mentally. Wanna see me?


Tadaaaaa

Business - $$$ kekeke..

Skills - Performance skills are all I talk about. Both in piano and viola playing, there are so many things to learn.


Tata~

The Perfect Killer Has No Friends - Only Targets

Read the synopsis for some books.
When all seems to be so true,
I know,
Something must have happened that the authors penned them into a story.


I've asked "Are you okay" to MANY for the past few days,
Maybe I'm not suitable to ask at all.


Waking up in the middle of the nights,
Knowing I should go back to sleep,
But, what keeps me laying awake?
Maybe it's the nerves,
They are killing me silently.

He said my nerves are getting too sensitive lately,
He asked, "Ahh, are you very stress?"
I have no idea,
I exercised,
Warmly loved,
Having wonderful activities all the time.
So, he suggests more care on my diet.
M o r e tablets before & after meals. :(

Let It Be

I woke up to the sound of M U S I C .
In my mind,
There are always spaces for you.
In my heart,
There's always you.

When the night is cloudy,
There is still a light,
Shining on me.
I wonder,
Why are there still tears in my sleeps?

Ice melts with heart,
Heart melts with ♥,
Will mei mei melt?
I'm addicted to candy, wuhooo!!

You asked a girl what she wanted to be,
She said,
A baby.
You ask me why am I feeling so,
I will let my heart answer you.

F--FALSE
E--EVIDENCE
A--APPEARING
R--REAL

The fragrance always remains on the hand that gives the rose.
I'll just LET IT BE,
Tell me,
Everything will be fine,

Bevise for meg.

.v.a.i.n.

Another S H O R T post.


If I can stop one heart from breaking,

I shall not live in vain;

If I can ease one life the aching,

Or cool one pain,

Or help one fainting robin

Up to his nest again,

I shall not live in vain.

Hope is a waking dream.

I hope for no dreams.

Tough onE

30th Dec
Fell down, and unable to climb up by myself. Walked in to the lecture hall to find myself failed to control the situation again. I hope I can be the angel to the evil. Storybook and music kept me focused on myself.

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that there was within me an invinsible summer.

Locked upon my heart and body, I am all by myself, and that's what I love to do.

They say year 2009 is a very good year especially to 19 year old metal 'horses'. I don't feel so, the start of the year is already a bad one for me. What more to say another 365 days of year 2009?

31st Dec
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I was on the surface of getting into another bad dream, when an sms woke me. Thank you very much.
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Sweet and hopeless[full] advices kept coming from my mind and heart...Daddy, this is a message for you :

Flow with whatever is happening and let your mind be free. Stay centered by accepting whatever you are doing. This is the ultimate.
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When at last I was feeling tired, I closed my eyes, and the bad dream came again. Fast and scary as it was, it was so real, how I wish there's no sleeping time for me, just like for Edward Cullen.

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Woke up and felt it's still early, got back to sleep. blur blur blur...

0840

open...Still early...close

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Open, want to close not? NO, crawled out from bed and hoped to the PC. I continued on with what have I been doing before all happened cut my plans. Then, another bad beginning, she started it again.

Being a loner is good for me. Now, I'm at somewhere outta somewhere. Want to duck myself at some other place again.

When we learn to manage our emotions long enough to stop and shift our attention to the quieter message of the heart, we can gain a wider perspective on any situation, often saving ourselves from hurt, frustration and pain.

Mozart has the classic purity of light and the blue ocean; Beethoven the romantic grandeur which belongs to the storms of air and sea, and while the soul of Mozart seems to dwell on the ethereal peaks of Olympus, that of Beethoven climbs shuddering the storm-beaten sides of a Sinai. Blessed be they both! Each represents a moment of the ideal life, each does us good. Our love is due to both.

Let us invite year 2009 with joy. Clap Clap!!

Your Heart ღ

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.

Do you agree?

The workings of the human heart are the profoundest mystery of the universe. One moment they make us despair of our kind, and the next we see in them the reflection of the divine image.

Do you notice?

The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.

Do you understand?

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Am I still your brand of h e r o i n ?