在这个世界上有很多事情
是跟这水面一样的
是透明的
想要隐藏也藏不住
你觉得呢？

One day the pain will pass
And only the beautiful memories remain

很久以前

有一个乌龟
它总是抬头抬得高高的
别人会问
你是在等什么呢？
她说
没有啊
我只是在晾太阳而以
其实啊
她正在等待北极熊

傻傻的等待
一直等
终于等到有一天
北极熊回来了
那现在乌龟是不是应该回到北极熊的身边？

:from a DRAMA I am watching now:

6hrs-5hrs-4hrs

I viewed sun rise on a hill top yesterday.

...and they say, life is measured by experiences but not your belongings.

Yum Yum

Been Eating A Lot

Date : 14th March
Venue : Sunday Market
Name : Putu Mayong


Date : 18th March
Venue : Pizza Hut
Name : Hawaiian Pizza

Date : 21st March
Venue : Bombay :whatwhat:
Name : Thosai

Date : 22nd March
Venue : Home
Name : Nasi Briyani

And...
Exercising Quite A Lot too Because..
I Have A Theory

:P

Painted my nails RED!!
I don't understand myself too sometimes, ewww..
And yes! I love my nails that short!

Today is a Gift, that is why it's called the Present

Read this :

~ A story of Life ~

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'


Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.

'Today is a Gift, that is why it is called the Present.'

Yours Mine Ours

Often we argue what is mine, what is yours..
Why can't it be ours?

The Perfect Killer Has No Friends - Only Targets

Read the synopsis for some books.
When all seems to be so true,
I know,
Something must have happened that the authors penned them into a story.


I've asked "Are you okay" to MANY for the past few days,
Maybe I'm not suitable to ask at all.


Waking up in the middle of the nights,
Knowing I should go back to sleep,
But, what keeps me laying awake?
Maybe it's the nerves,
They are killing me silently.

He said my nerves are getting too sensitive lately,
He asked, "Ahh, are you very stress?"
I have no idea,
I exercised,
Warmly loved,
Having wonderful activities all the time.
So, he suggests more care on my diet.
M o r e tablets before & after meals. :(

Yesterday-Today-Tomorrow

*We are always here with you*

*They match each other, don't they?*

*They are similar, but why do they act differently?*

Songs For You, Truths For Me

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now. ~All the time~ I don't watch TV these days. I own lots of books. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.-used to- I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. ~Sometimes wad~ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really,really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way I look. ~arrr, so so lah, slimmer abit better~ I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. ~Alot? Quite alot sometimes, trying to be honest here ;P~ I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. ~Watcha think? Yes eh?~ I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop then eat. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. ~This is true, I have NO idea~ I want to have children in the future. ~It all depends right?~ I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. I have dated a close friends's ex. I am happy at this moment!! I'm obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. ~MOSTOFTHETIMEDOESNTMEANEVERYTIME~ I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car. I love my job. I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever i can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausage. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing. ~@.@~ I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. ~Can...I guess, anyone who can't?~ I can't whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. ~Yeah, sounds scary, that's what my parents told me. Few years back then I talked in my dream, I even cried. Who made me like this eh?~ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. ~YES!! This is me~ Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. ~Used to, I lost it now :'(~ I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better. I'm an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. ~LIKE wad, nothing wrong, Jes I like you! Muahaha~ I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie.

I was supposed to post this last night, but I was too...er..er..blur, so I just add summore for today + last night's.

~Last Night's~
Back from orchestra practice, too tense that my teeth ache!! woott..I think there's something wrong with my viola, the tone's terrible. :'(
One week has just passed, it's so fast!! Had quite a few social activities, had fun. :) I feel tired, even now I'm so blur, I actually don't know what am I writing about. So, I stop here...
Nope!! Not yet.. I found a quotation just now, it reads :'I'm not happy until you're not happy', it sounds...evil isn't it? I want to make my own version here, 'I'm not happy until you're happy'. Tadaaaa.. okie, off I go...

~Today's~
Teach -> Lunch at Grandma's -> Shopping ( bought it! Yayy ) -> Dinner
Whoah tired you know?
But, mostly eat eat eat, today so grrr..E A T
Happy International Women's Day ;)
This year's theme : Women & Men united to End Violence Against Women & GIRLS!

Another Picture of my girl. Wahh, she's so c.u.t.e.
Dy, I don't care their parents sue me lalala

The World Revolves Around ME!!

& & I colored these two haha
Too bored two students per hour, damn bored!!



These are nice songs for ya :
Runaway Train
Definitely Maybe
High
Broken Strings

Garlaikots

For the past two days, I slept so early and woke up very early too. I felt hardworking, with parents away from home, I can feel I've grown up to handle the responsibilities of taking care of everything, well, not everything, most of the things. Yeap! Handle cash too? Erm, don't really know how to deal with them, once I've got cash with me, they will be spent, on something I fancy, I never save them, haha.. Money money bling bling..

Whoah, this morning, I woke up with the sun smiling to greet me, just a minute before this, when I looked out to the window, everything's dark. Windy and raining, the feeling? Don't know, I love to look at the rain, but I don't like the sound of the rain landing and making crackling noises on top of me. Sometimes when it rains in the middle of the night, when I'm already fast asleep, it wakes me! I have terrible fright over the sound. Sad isn't it?

I want to be able to plan things ahead for this year. I must sit for both Diplomas for my music courses and also an external exam for viola. Save money for tour to Europe. I have to make sure my studies in Swinny, my exams and the tour do not clash. Really hard to do so. Everything seems to happen around the same season. Ughhh..

Am quitting Saturday morning's classes, at last, but I suddenly feel like missing them after I quit. The pictures are blur, very blur but their actions were so cute, total cuteness!!! Because they arrived earlier than the others, I asked them to pose like men, buddies, hands over shoulders, they were like, too shy or whatever, soooo cute!! Hmmm..I know I'm crazy over here..

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

Take 4

I guess they are familiar to you too if you've been to my blog since last time, I posted them here before too, haah..I'm NOT a stalker kay? jk ;P He gave me a sweet seeing me cough cough, lolx!!
CUTE + CARING = SWEET..Bjorn, don't be jealous..

I'm slowly bringing myself back to life after the long rest. I must work harder to gain stamina in me. Phewww..Wish me luck..

It's BeautifuL

Yesterday...Was not great, not even good..
So, no nothing about yesterday lah..

I woke up super early today..
The first to be ready, so play piano, the long long time I didn't touch songs, I dig out..
Wonder if I disturbed my neighbors, if yes, good, if no, better ;)

At last I go out out away from the house..
After long I've been staying and sleeping in the house, my room particularly, at last..wuhooo...
I felt better wad, so I went shopping with mummy straight after I finished the class..
Drove almost to the entire Kuching TOWN..
Walked in high heels till my toes ache, ouchhh! (never ever try to shop in heels again, bu hu hu)
Bought nothing lah, but spotted a... a...am not gonna reveal it here :P
Then went to Green Gallery while waiting for bro's break dance class to finish..
It's like Heaven on Earth, the place is so Beautiful..
Wanted so many things from there, but I didn't spend a penny just now, good girl me..

Ou yaa!!
I realized I LOVE to color!!
And I even like, hope that my students do not want to color that, so I will have the chance, kekeke..opppsyy!!
So childish and funny haa?

I want the Korea made violin!! want it want it..it's mine soon..nyehehehe..
ohkaayy, dot dot dot...
I'm damn bored here..

*Cough Cough*
Coughing more now than this morning..la la la la laaaa..

3 more weeks to end this holiday..
I don't know I want it to be longer or shorter..
Don't ask, don't ask..



Do you know, that every day's the first of the rest of your life?