Tough onE

30th Dec
Fell down, and unable to climb up by myself. Walked in to the lecture hall to find myself failed to control the situation again. I hope I can be the angel to the evil. Storybook and music kept me focused on myself.

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that there was within me an invinsible summer.

Locked upon my heart and body, I am all by myself, and that's what I love to do.

They say year 2009 is a very good year especially to 19 year old metal 'horses'. I don't feel so, the start of the year is already a bad one for me. What more to say another 365 days of year 2009?

31st Dec
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I was on the surface of getting into another bad dream, when an sms woke me. Thank you very much.
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Sweet and hopeless[full] advices kept coming from my mind and heart...Daddy, this is a message for you :

Flow with whatever is happening and let your mind be free. Stay centered by accepting whatever you are doing. This is the ultimate.
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When at last I was feeling tired, I closed my eyes, and the bad dream came again. Fast and scary as it was, it was so real, how I wish there's no sleeping time for me, just like for Edward Cullen.

0715

Woke up and felt it's still early, got back to sleep. blur blur blur...

0840

open...Still early...close

0906

Open, want to close not? NO, crawled out from bed and hoped to the PC. I continued on with what have I been doing before all happened cut my plans. Then, another bad beginning, she started it again.

Being a loner is good for me. Now, I'm at somewhere outta somewhere. Want to duck myself at some other place again.

When we learn to manage our emotions long enough to stop and shift our attention to the quieter message of the heart, we can gain a wider perspective on any situation, often saving ourselves from hurt, frustration and pain.

Mozart has the classic purity of light and the blue ocean; Beethoven the romantic grandeur which belongs to the storms of air and sea, and while the soul of Mozart seems to dwell on the ethereal peaks of Olympus, that of Beethoven climbs shuddering the storm-beaten sides of a Sinai. Blessed be they both! Each represents a moment of the ideal life, each does us good. Our love is due to both.

Let us invite year 2009 with joy. Clap Clap!!

Your Heart ღ

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.

Do you agree?

The workings of the human heart are the profoundest mystery of the universe. One moment they make us despair of our kind, and the next we see in them the reflection of the divine image.

Do you notice?

The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.

Do you understand?

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Am I still your brand of h e r o i n ?

Was sollte ich tun?

Ist dies die Frage für alle?

Ich weiß, über .. Ich weiß ...

Aber...

Was sollte ich tun?

Aufgrund meiner unsicher Herzen

Eines Tages

eine Antwort erhalten werden,

Warten...

Mean!ngfuL & . . .

T R U S T is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

Summary : NO trust -> suspicion -> anger -> enmity -> byebye

N O POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you." We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.



CREATING PuuuRFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television." There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.



N O OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another,or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..



RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted,"Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me.Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered ,"You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you." Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.



PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..



BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy,I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home & committed suicide. Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

The Lord's Prayer like you have never seen

During the next 60 seconds, Stop whatever you are doing, and take this opportunity.
( Literally it is only One minute!) All you have to do is the following: You simply say
"The Lords Prayer".

The Lords Prayer

Our Father in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name,
Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day, our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who
trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil.
For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory, forever.
Amen.

Read read, must read, and listen!!

It signifies everything I wanted to say..

Some people, cannot read never mind lah..:P

我堅持的都值得堅持嗎 我所相信的就是真的嗎
如果我趕追求我就敢擁有嗎 而如果都算了不要呢
或許吧或許我永遠都不會遇見他
或許吧或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力

屬於風的那就去飛翔吧 屬於海洋的那就洶湧吧
屬於我們的愛 該來的就來吧
為什麼不敢呢 不要呢？

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那個他
是他吧他原來就在這裡啊

屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力

屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們還要努力

As LoneLy As Him

FeeLing Empty


My attempt

9.30pm

I feel haunted

Why would I meet some one so scary and..and..and...

I don't know what other adjectives shall I use on him

I'm disturbed,

I am easily disturbed..

very easily..

Our Father, bless my souls...

Crying in the heart is really tiring and hurting..

Let me drop a tear..

And,

all I need,

is just air to breath

and

a place to rest my head..

F r e E + P a c k E d + T i r e D

Went for lunch at somewhere unique and s.c.a.r.y.
Why scary? The..the...the...cats kept on 'attacking me'..


Now, let's get some history of the place I visited on the 23rd Dec that is The Orchid Cafe.
I went with the others, dried daddy, dried sis, dried sis-in-law & an outsider, oppssyyy, a 'carnivore', eee..

See me? Catch me!

It was recommended in the papers..




Orchid Garden of course got many plants..Dried daddy explained and described to me the names of plants, but, forgive me, I can't remember any of them, 'coz he said them in Mandarin. :'(

Oh, and food too.

Later in the afternoon, after hunting for nothing but something got hunted at The Spring, three of us
B-A-K-E-D!!

Doing it with ღ

Playing with choc?

Why didn't I post on the cookies we baked? er..er...er....hehehehe


Ok, next!

I drove my ladies to The Spring again.
I actually went there twice within a day, how boring it is, and now, yes!! now, I prefer to stay back and blog while my parents go Spring, omg! They seldom go, it's ok.
Wuu, met 'some peeple' there last night and 'some people' claimed that I actually stalked him, buhu!!

Kenny Rogers' Chickie nice? Oh no!!


Our future teacher :)

Me & my leng lui partner of the night :P
We shared..Only close partners share >.< Ignore the fat, once in a while wad..

Played with PDI's clothes, comment comment, looks like clown rite?

Jing Jing da ge, he's not around Kuching at this time, kinda miss him, haih!


I baked these, and it's all for my friends and family..
People people, who received my cupcake and muffin, and also read my post,
please:
No.1, help me give names to my creations, I don't want to just name it Raisins Cupcakes, or Choco Muffins, something unique ya? (papa said, Rocky Cake, 'coz it's too hard, to him :'( )
No.2, comment comment on my creations too

No.3
Enjoy your xmas celebration people!!

我...不想当笨蛋

I'm currently crazy over this song (ma Background music)

冰箱结霜 咖啡滚烫
煮不好 最简单的早餐
我的生活 是一团混乱
维持单身 感觉茫然

喜不喜欢 习不习惯
我总是 说不出个答案
一个人来 又一个人往
怎么让他 流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写
满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是
空空荡荡

我绝对不逞强，该属于我任
其自然
可是我也要安全感 在某个
适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光 也是温暖

每个早上 都想赖床
没有梦 是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛 盯着天花板
也跑不出 任何对象

我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写
满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是
空空荡荡

我绝对不逞强 该属于我任
其自然
可是我也要安全感 在某个
适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

WinTer SoLst!ce

~Heart Froze~

Time never says it's showing me answers I'm looking for
My stubborn will, makes me hard to figure out anything
You never promise me words that confides me
I’ve mixed up all feelings into ONE.

Another type of courage to be brave I'm finding

To turn my head over

When you’re just right behind

My body and mind should connect to think well.

To be fought

In between you and me

From deep conversations to casual talks

Is silence.

It's raining heavily these days, isn't it?
If I get my fingers dancing on the piano right now
You will never get me in my melody
But I'm not alone, my piano is always soothing and I'd keep that for another moment.

Maybe if I get closer to you, I'm replied with an explanation of feelings
Perhaps if I stay away from you, I'm able to see clearer even if my eyes are blurred
I'm not devoted for archery, but I understand that the distance between the target and I is too far to goal
Than closing my tiring eyes and pretending to shoot my arrow.

Oh, say me naive
I'm not childish at all
Comment and complaint that I'm easily shaken
’Cause I'm clear that I never ever underestimate my strength that hold me along my way.

If we're in the season of falling maple leaves now
You're non other than the cold and calm wind that blows and leaves in the longest 2 seconds
Did I tell you I'm clear few moments ago?
It's winter now, I'll let my sorrow to be ended in next autumn.

Confused, is the word best describes my feelings
Unsure, leads me to another world alone
I'm feeling unsafe for the first time
When I knew only a little about something, for what I wish to be rather dumb at all time with it.

Yeah, for sometimes I seemed so dizzy and drowning over tears
I haven't lost my way
Sometimes, walking straight is still the best way than to turn corners
But I haven't forget I can still turn back and keep walking.

With time machine, I just wish to turn back and look again
But I don't need it from now on
’Cause I wanna keep this special feeling and love I have in me
Head up and keep walking, I'm gonna return with my maturities coming along.

Give me a T I T L E to conclude my feelings like a diary will do...

Reason

It rained the whole day..

Like my mood,

it 'rained' since the morning too :'(

Why am I still disturbed??

I hate childish fools!!!

Get lost or I'll really be the cruel person like they said..

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people ( you take yourself as long as you view my blog, and inform me if you have done it )

January.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February.
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March.
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April.
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attract others and love attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June.
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness . Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. S.E.N.S.I.T.I.V.E. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July.
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August.
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September.
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October.
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often . Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer . Opinionated. Does not care of what others think . Emotional. Decisive . Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children

November.
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December.
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

This is so nice, but it is still under construction, I want to view the most beautiful deco in Kuching, in Kuching only, I'm not wishing for much, and have the Christmas feel, someone please do me a favor, lolx!!

BeFor3 & afTer

p/s : Dress from ESPRIT, pls? hehehe

What are you guyz thinking now?
Before & after?
Is it something to do with body size?
Hair?
or some advertisement kind of post? lolx!!

nope!!

Aiyah, this post is a request post wo, lolx!! Must do it seriously, or some1 will be chasing after me with samurai sword, like he chases a dog or a cat.

Before exams, we ( referring to swinny gang ) always hang out together at my dried sons' house, erm, isnt that my house too? okie, I bought the house for him, so now it's HIS house..that's it, dn be confused.

What do we usually do there?

In the previous previous previous post, I mentioned that the first time I played 'Fei Ji Qi', yeah, we usually play games over there. That is also the place where I learnt to play cards, all kinds of cards games, it is fun tho=) Yesterday we played Indian poker? something like that, punishment is that we have to drink h2o!! omg, damn bloated...Yesterday my luck was not bad wo, hahah..can win lotsa money, but that's just play play, not real money, I'm still an angel, not that bad, just a bit polluted hehe

Yesterday, right after we finished the Moral paper, we went to his house again, we got to fry mushroom as LUNCH, lolx! It was actually sis idea, so, she was supposed to fry it, but at last, daddy has to do it himself, pity pity...We have class in the afternoon, but skipped it to relief tension, hehehe...I am a bad girl, after I came to swinny...haih!!

Sis has lotsa problems, I hope she can solve it soon, go over her self unsurity, be more confident.

and yesterday also, I did two c.r.u.e.l. acts!!
One, I will not regret..but so happy I really did it..
Before this, I felt really frustrated and hatred strikes me, after what I've done, phewww!! relieved..learn from me lah people, lolx!!
I am at last feeling free=)
and the other one, I felt so bad..I hope for apologise..I am just an audience, your friend who can see but can't really help much..WE are sorry :(

And another sis, I hope you can let go and heal ur broken heart soon :) still young lah you, when you grow older, you will understand, haha...opppsssyy!! said like I am very experienced..
wrote it here, 'coz I know you will come visit me often :) cheers kay girl?

To daddy, haaaaaaiiiiihhhH!!!!! haiiiiiiihhhhhh!!!! :P

eiy, you ah, nehhh, you lah!! who requested this post, I hope I fulfilled your request lolx!!
Wait ah, I sure got chance to dig dig your problems, ble :P

People people, it's now holiday season, have fun, shop!!!! eat and don't forget to blog :)
I still have class, buhuhuuuu..


他...都不知道
如果他知道,那该多好...等待着你

MPYO

~A busy/happy Friday~

It's unusual and lucky that we, Sarawakian are able to attend this concert by the Malaysian Youth Philharmonic Orchestra. It was cool!! I hope I can bow like them and enjoy playing in an orchestra. Although I am very sleepy today, I didn't sleep in the concert hall, thank God..lolx! I want to be like them, travel internationally for performance, I want, I want, and....I W A N T !!!

Smiles cover my face today, with many reasons. First of all, my bestie is back, and she [Jess] went to this orchestra with me and another friend [Josh]. p/s:Thanks for accompanying me to this concert. They are both bloggers and musicians. =) I want to 'make' trees with them, ahah..

Then then then, I saw my friend, she's going back to KK soon, will miss her.

And and and, maybe it's because I didn't _ _ _ somebody today, wahaha..

Monday and Tuesday will be our mid-term examination. I haven't started revising my notes. Actually, I didn't even know what is it all about my subjects for the exam. :'(

I want my phone to be as healthy as before. So sad....

Sometimes, I got ice-cold treats, sometimes, it's warm.. Any reasons? I don't know, maybe I shouldn't care that much.

Wulalala, this post is really confusing rite? I am just here to say good night to all.

What's this? What's that?

Ok, tag tag tag..
again...
Woahh!! I never seen such a long tag before..
Anyway, it's from my son, 'dried'..
so, i MUST do lah..
+ + + I am damn bored now...wooohoooohooo..

1) How old will you turn in 2009?
~ 19.

2) Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
~ One person okay?? I opt for long term relationship. Playboys, playgirls, get lost!! oppssyy, did i just..say 'Girls'?

3) Would you date someone 8 years old than you?
~ MeiBee? It depends wad

4) When was the last time you laughed?
~ Moral Studies class, caused by Mr. George. <<--wahhh, this is my son's { dried } answer..same same.. But, I did laugh after that..Around 7-8pm just now,while watching Singapore series..haah

5) What were you doing at 4am this morning?
~ Sleeping?

6) What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
~ A good pal to text { buwie } with=)

7) What did you do today?
~ 1030=Malaysian Studies, McD, 1330=Moral Studies *replacement class* BORED! { i slept in class, opppssssyy!! } <<-- dried son's answer, definitely the same answer as mine..thanks for helping me to type, nyehehe

8) Who do you really want to see right now?
~ Someone from somewhere far far away.

9) Will your next kiss be a mistake?
~ er? What kind of question is this?! I don't want to ans!! Of coz NO!!

10) Who's your last missed call?
~ My dearest sis { dried too :'( }

11) What's something you really want right now?
~ I want to get HD for all subjects without even have to study a bit. Can? can? can? can lah!!

12) What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
~ Uh Uh!! What day is today?

13) Would you go back in time if you had the chance?
~ Yes!! for wat leh? Not sure...

14) What is something you need to go shopping for?
~ I want a D R E S S !!!!

15) Do you want kids?
~ I want, but i dont want to bore it myself, heheeh

16) Are you in love with anyone?
~ Right now nope!

17) How's your heart lately?
~ Arr?? my last body check u was in July, everythin's f.i.n.e.

18) When was the last time you slept on the floor?
~ Not sure about it

19) Is your phone close to you?
~ Just in front of me!! not mine...buhuhuhuhuhuhu!!! I want my phone back!!! sad*

20) What is bothering you right now?
~ Those idiot chicks!!

21) Where are you right now?
~ Computer room, staring at the monitor?

23) Do you like country music?
~ Nice ones, like Keith Urban's =)

24) Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
~ Of course!! ee.. Son, u don't?? How did mummy teach u last time??

25) How is your hair styled right now?
~ Tied? n messy!!

26) Do you like your first name?
~ It's made for me and my family =) ding ding*

27) Last thing you drank?
~ Pure H2o

28) Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
~ Nope, quietly..Don't know how to sing like dat

29) What did you do 15 minutes ago?
~ I actually bathed

30) Do you think you are a good person?
~ 50 50, meaning sometimes yes sometimes no.. When I do evil acts, I am not! When I help others, I feel like an angel=)

31) The sweetest person in your life?
~ Never thought of that before, I live a life that is so busy that I practice the same routine everyday whole year round.

32) The closest male to you now?
~ Closest? daddy { dried }?? haha, bad ddy, and and and son { dried oso bah }

33) The person you're chatting with now?
~ uu.. ahhh!! joshy n son { dried }

34) The languages you are able to speak?
~ Mandarin, English, Bahasa Malaysia, few words of Hainan, Hokkien, Foochow, Cantonese, Hakka and Teochew, AND one or two words of Italiano, French and German.. Alien language? loads!! weeeeheee

35) The last person whom you screwed?
~ I don't screw people, oh, yeah...got got! who else?! but i don't feel guilty AT ALL

36) One word about your life now?
~ H A R D

37) Where do you wish to work?
~ A place where I can earn billions and learn to grow

38) What are you specially good at?
~ Complaining, fooling around..owh, watching seriessssss!!

39) Would you date someone older than you?
~ Why same question again? It all depends!

40) Who are you to yourself?
~ I am to find out about it

41) Do you forgive people easily?
~ Yeah, I forgive very easily, but..that doesn't mean I am good to be bulied ok?

42) Which boy is precious to you now?
~ wuuu..No one also

43) Your dressing style?
~ T-shirt + Jeans + sandals or sneakers

44) How different are you from other boys?
~ I am a ^girl^ who look like ^boy^, get it?

45) The bad point in yourself?
~ Complains loads, not persistent, dependent, lazy, unable to handle conditions, really really really forgetful nowadays, getting older

46) The last contact in your hp?
~ Mrs Law and daddy { dried } I just talked to my best friend on the phone, house phone, happy happy!!! Miss chatting with you, buhuhu!!!

47) Your favourite song(s)?
~ Fall For You, If I Were A Boy..many many!!

48) The two hated contacts in your hp?
~ Don't want to say out here, not good eiy

49) Learn one language in 10 days?
~ Unless I got no other things to do

50) One gorgeous girl you came across?
~ Don't know the name :'(

51) Whose your biggest enemy?
~ Don't make enemy in your life, not good not good

52) Which gang do you support?
~ Gang? blur~~

53) Proper age to join gang?
~ Blurr

54) Do you like people who smoke?
~ Smokers, get lost!

55) What do you think about modeling?
~ cool

56) Given a chance, would you like to be a model?
~ I want to have their body but modeling as career? no thanks

57) Whose approval do you usually seek first?
~ Mummy { wet } !! can i go...? Daddy { wet }, can i...?

58) What do you wish to be in future?
~ Professional musician, no more chance, sobs*

I tag, anyone who reads this post from top to bottom=)